XXVIII Some Fairclough I did try

Hypnosis for Confidence and Motivation on subscribers' only list, I left this comment:

• 1) I saw the video (sound off? subtitles?) yesterday, without full immersion.
• 2) I rewatched it today (as intended) and it was better than I had thought.
• 3) As I am a homeless writer, doing publicity for my own blogs, I didn't imagine me as radically different, but as most confortably homeless, most cheeky writer and most confident "sandwichman" for my own blogs.

THANK YOU!

XXVII Some Fairclough to Try Later?

TRY THIS! The Butterfly Induction RAPID HYPNOSIS with Magnet Convincer!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bkwp3N1ddsM

Can You Be Hypnotised By A Pocket Watch? | Rapid Hypnosis Pocket Watch Induction
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3zydMmj50M

** Ultimate Hypnosis Test! ** | How Hypnotisable Are You?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9nGpg-GtL0

XXVI - Why I Thought Hypnosis Demonic

There was a time in my teens when I did lots of autohypnosis. Then there was a time in my early twenties, when I quit that. I thought it demonic.

Why?

Lies. The devil is the father of lies, so if induction depends on lies, it is demonic.

Now, it does not actually.

"You cannot open your eyelids, even if you try" is strictly true about a certain degree of relaxation, it would seem. One could if one tried hard enough - and trying hard enough is exactly getting out of the state of relaxation agreed on in advance one wanted to reach.

So, still, it would be more correct to say "if you've done everything right, you cannot open your eyelids" - but in a live situation, the hypnotist can verify that the subject has done everything right and so need not really say the first part.

Hence, hypnosis is not necessarily demonic on this account.

Of course, you may argue, since I am back to using hypnosis for relaxation, I have an ulterior motive, beyond the possible or to me probable truth of above observation./HGL

XXIV - even more Stephanie Dillon

Text hypnosis is an asset.

Stephanie Dillon | 14.VIII.2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_qIxyCB_wlk

Watched non-ideal conditions, no phones and people walking around ...

Total Relaxation Hypnosis 3 (Text)
Stephanie Dillon | 17.VIII.2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTPb1TZfN34

Watched non-ideal conditions, no phones and people walking around ...

That was previous.

But this one too, and I did not forget ...

XXV - Alicia helps to set a goal?

Amazing Eye Fixation Induction Hypnosis
Alicia Fairclough | 23.III.2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6A-QI29e9xc

I

3:42 - where cyber owner got up into the upper room with connections.

Some consider, if you have schizophrenia, you should not be hypnotised, wonder if some, behind my back, are giving me a reputation ... and acting accordingly, when I try to watch hypno videos.

II

Repeated after he went down, will see if I get the goal I saw myself set on ...

III

Next day

Well, let's see.

Visualised goal : cut up the lower part of brown shorts, former brown trousers, cut up shirt to make part of it lower part of renaissance trousers (slits in a baggy formation) and other part Medieval capuchon.

Obstacle : shirt has, below the embroidery on the back with my URL

CREAVSEVOLU
.BLOGSPOT.COM

too short a length to make the capuchon decently high and the renaissance trousers decently long.

Instead, I mended a hole in the brown shorts - by making the shorts even shorter.

http://creavsevolu.blogspot.com - if you are interested.



XXIII Continuing with text of la Dillon

Total Relaxation Hypnosis 1 (Text)
Stephanie Dillon | 12.VIII.2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kouQ7LQUsyM

During/after

"mindless" - hmm - no

But got some nice trance first - except it is a bit of a strain on the eyes to have them open all during it.

And funny enough, after writing above got back to video and into trance again - but won't be here in an hour ...

It's a cyber.

Also, no headphones ...

Next day

As said, I was not acessing internet one hour after the (interrupted, resumed and headphoneless) session. I quit the cyber and did not go back same evening.

I did get down to a meadow where I could potentially enjoy an hour of bliss - actually it was not so much wakeful emptiness and bliss as gliding in and out of trance and when shutting eyes reviewing parts of video - spiral around "sleep now" and so on.

After perhaps an hour, I did feel refreshed and started sewing, I think I did fairly unexpectedly well - the emptiness was not in fact a total emptiness of mind, but a relative emptiness of mind content, opening me to a new solution on sewing.

Alas, later relexation led to self abuse, since not alert enough to resist. Thought of a girl I love (more or less), not of you. But that took some decision.

I reflected more than once, if I loved God's words as much as I took pleasure in yours, yesterday, and today again, I'd be praying very well.

Today, after changing place when begging, I was exhausted by having work too early, and whenever I tended to close my eyes, I was for a moment back in the video.

I think, this is detail enough to show, you did a thorough job, perhaps I'll see video later with headphones, but your text and spiral did some work even without that.

And it was a relief to note that I could break off the video, when it included a suggestion against my conscience.

If ever I do get a hypnotist (though for relaxation a relative who knows it would be fine, and I don't know any therapeutic object beyond compensating stress and lacks of sleep), first thing to ask would be : "has someone recently snapped out of trance because you said sth they felt bad about" - if the answer is "yes" it means they are not taking too strong a hold on the subjects.

Hypnolag - forgot one of the digits of my library card's code, and couldn't connect to looking up the number, which differed on one point.

Update

After weekend:

Each day, going back into trance, not exclusively to your words, but very predominantly, has been kind of a lifeline to get sufficient rest, to cram sufficient repose into too little time for repose.

I also did some other autohypno stuff, including the no eyelids suggestion ...

Considering to watch this again, this evening, but this time with headphones, or to go on to next video.

Rewatching

previous, first:

induction 1

Like again, but won't dislike, so this is both liking and commenting.

induction 2

Liked again but not per button. I watched this time directly after first induction, I feel a little "groggy" and it feels pleasant.

Take this as a like.

And to prevent me from immediately rewatching the first main video, I'm down for a coffee!

Done, might as well say, I am breathing deeper generally, by getting - more than one hour per day - in and out of trance, mainly to your words (and some more, as said).

video 3, see link above

Watched again, and during one hour, I was in good form for debates and for anything that came across.

Including this video:

Why I Left an Evangelical Cult | Dawn Smith | TEDxNatick
TEDx Talks | 6.III.2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-U4Cq-dgNnw

What a cult she left - except there is one worse cult, the one called "society in general" ... if anyone hoped seeing this video and recalling a similar childhood would "make me think" - well, no, because I have no very similar childhood to recall.

XXII - Text Hypnosis after Too Little Sleep

Videos by Stephanie Dillon

I

Hypnotic Induction 1 (Text)
Stephanie Dillon | 10.VIII.2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dq-IwoffsBw

II

Hypnotic Induction 2 (Text)
Stephanie Dillon | 11.VIII.2014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9Wvxnwl4K4

Watched both,

order II, then I, then II again, after a night with too little sleep in a library where there was no sound, and without headphones.

Comments:

II a

I didn't watch the first video first, only this second.

Less dead tired than before (was subject to sleep privations this night).

I

Saw this after second, noticed the trigger you planted ... and am still tired ...

II b

Watched it again after first ... still tired, but felt nice to be "down" a bit.

And shared with probably more than one person by blogging it:

http://hgl-hypno-journal.blogspot.com/2018/07/xxii-text-hypnosis-after-too-little.html

It can be noted that the hypno blog had been read by 21 from Russia last week, but none from Russia last 24 hours.

Sleep privations may have been planned ...

XXI - Reaction to Alicia's Fidget Spinner

FIDGET SPINNER RAPID HYPNOSIS - MUST TRY
Alicia Fairclough | 20.V.2017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcfjovmLHao

[In video, a posthypnotic suggestion to type the word joy in comments, full capitals, as JOY]

I

Joy

II

Saw vid under non-ideal conditions, in a public library. Did not dare to close eyes first two times, closed them third time.

Hence, somewhat diluted effect - however, when out, went back in my mind to moments in video, and ended up writing JOIE in the sand in that park too.

I definitely did not feel forced to write joy, just it would not have made much sense not to ...

XX - Resuming Journal 2018

Week after St John the Baptist, starting:

Monday : last video after I turn off my youtube connection a hypno video.

Getting from Ivry to inside Paris, I decide to "go down" and count stations so as to wake up in time for changing the train.

I was a few stations in, decided there were thirteen ... woke up after "nine/ten" which turned out to be eight, then went down for five more of them.

Not down as completely asleep, but reducing attention to all except - counting the times the train bleeped, closed doors and went off.

Tried the same on the other train, and decided a change when I woke ... after being at Nanterre University Library, short time, and picknicking, I went onto another train, and after another picknick, I used a countdown to go to sleep. Alas, as often with a first autohypnosis, pscc.

Tuesday : clearly awake and doing stuff, like some sewing, I had been putting off. Also ate too sweet.

Wednesday : was in a bad shape after eating too sweet the night before, went to a park at probably no later than 10:15, woke up at probably no earlier than 11:30 or 11:45. What had I been doing? A countdown from 377 to, when I broke off, 190.

Was that all? No, I checked, that would have been 28 seconds per number, so, I must have been doing some dozing off too. I didn't recall actually waking up as from sleep, just waking up as from trance and counting, bc I got tired of it.

Watched some hypno videos when I had a chance, but broke off - bc cyber owner was talking to guys somewhat loudly.

Tried to do a countdown while going asleep, fell asleep before counting very much.

Thursday : doing some more hypnovideos, including this one:

Monika Hypnotized: Suggestibility Tests & Induction
Hypnotized Girls Videos | 26.III.2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsfGiQWD1cw

Watching without sound, just seeing the girl (not a top model, but pretty).

Continued after posting above and putting link below video. Breathed in time with her, relaxed myself too - though not closing my eyes and not dropping the head, nor laughing. Watching someone hypnotised tends to have at least some hypnotic effect.